Monday, March 26, 2018

Vale of Tears

 

When I was first learning to recite the rosary and I came to the Hail, Holy Queen prayer at the end I would pause and study “...in this vale of tears;” Depending on who I was praying the rosary with it would be pronounced veil or valley. I would think to myself how can one word be used and mispronounced in such a way that it could mean two entirely different things?!

If you look up the word vale in the prayerful context it means “this world as a place of trouble” "vale". Online Etymology Dictionary. Douglas Harper, Historian. 14 Jan. 2017. <Dictionary.comhttp://www.dictionary.com/browse/vale>.
I think that is why more people choose to pronounce it as valley, since they can picture this valley of tears. We are pilgrims on our pilgrimage to God's kingdom that has us following the way of Christ. The way of Christ is suffering and tears as well as joy to finally glory.

When I pray thinking of a valley of tears, I am taken to the Trail of Tears, which I did a report on when I was in 5th grade. The Trail of Tears describes the forced moving of the many Native American tribes (my report had been on the Cherokee) from east of the Mississippi to Oklahoma where they were placed on a Reservation. After I wrote my report, my parents took me to Cape Girardeau where part of the Trail of Tears passed through. The Cherokee tribe lost their land and close to half of their people as they trudged to Oklahoma. I remember the park had a reverent silence as I read the marker for the Trail of Tears.

But then there is the other pronunciation of vale as veil that works too. I think of that veil when I see the women wearing veils to mass. I have given myself I hard time with this visual on the pronunciation because “Who would wear a veil of tears?!” But Our Lady has made that clear that one can wear a veil of tears...not on her head but upon her face.

A bride also wears a veil upon her face, so the bridegroom can see her but not very clearly until he lifts the veil. Our Lord is the Bridegroom and The Church is his Bride. The longer that I am a part of His Church the more I am moved to tears when I see Him in the Sacraments. I think to myself “Lord, this is the only way my earthly eyes can bear to see you is through this veil of tears, because your Glory is too much.” I have a feeling that the tears will flow whenever I see Him while I encounter Him in the Sacraments until He lifts the veil and I will see Him clearly.